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It was a wonderful
day; I wander around, a late sunrise but
a warming and pleasant one. Days were
nearing and my excitation went unto to
the highest.. Everywhere new glows of
light and smiling flower blooming up and
welcoming the New Year as a peace and
happiest year the ever met. Everyday
tension slightly went down and happiness
grew up in my face and kiss of love
built up inside my heart. It was nearing
the Christmas and I need to prepare a
lot for that. First I need to give
surprise gift to my beloved one. Today I
went to quite a few shopping complexes..
Actually I am bored of giving card and
the best dress that I get in shops. My
beloved one said, ok I will give u the
one, which is precious, and u will have
that gift for whole of your life, am
sure you will like this.
Again I wandered and got confused, what
can be that valuable gift that ever I
get. Really, when I have to select the
gift, I need to ask so many people for
the one they give to. Sometime I
westernized for the gift too, a small
bouquet of flower and a warm kiss too
and as many times it fails.
I selected a bunch of flower and a card
for her. Days neared by and finally I
stepped on the day I was waiting for am
the type who wanders for the pleasure
days of morning. Mostly people work at
afternoon and they are free by evening
and free on morning too. But is the one
whose work is busy on early morning. My
journey of life begins on very early
morning. A Professional writer wander
for day and hill up to many place for
their creation of writing. It really
like a wonderful gift people wander on
Christmas. This word they labor from
this creation of labor hour is precious
like a baby, the primigravida mother
give to. I do spent my early morning in
high hill with my words in piece of
paper. I do feel every next day I get
pregnant and my feeling develops and
write in piece of paper which I feel I
give rise to new baby every day. But
today when I were in up hill on morning,
suddenly someone from hospital call me,
that my beloved one is in labor painful
of my thought which call it a way of
earning. Because for a professional
writer ever word they write is in terms
of money. Today I am without word. Then
I hurry up and wander to hospital found
her in labor pain, on acute onset but a
love and smiling face as if she has
hidden precious gift. It was a Christmas
day and I was waiting for her valuable
gift. When I went near her she forget
all her acute onset of labor pain. She
said to me, wait I will give u a
wonderful Christmas gift you will ever
remember looked at her and all my words
then professionally melted due to
happiness -like a sun rays melting the
snow.
Rainbow reflected on her face.. Finally
hour shorted she didn't go on any
complication within some hour - baby
wander for the new life crying but a
sign of life. Finally paeditrian looked
after the baby and finally give me. A
wonderful gift she ever gave me and
glowing happy in baby as if I saw god
exist in that baby - I could felt that
wonderful gift, the gift I have got from
god in this Christmas day. Then I felt
the wonderful and precious gift ever I
can have is a child - as god gift.
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Law is that superpower that can force
the people to do their duty. If we can
raise up the law and make them powerful
then only people tend to follow it. In
Nepal, India and other neighboring
countries, Law is made to break only.
But in other developed country like US,
UK and many European countries people
have made law so powerful that all the
work are being continuing only under
law.
Same is true for doctors. Every day a
new law is being set up for doctors
here. Recently, Nepal Medical Council
and ministry of health have made the
doc, that were sent by ministry, have to
serve in rural for at least 2 yrs.
Then only they are eligible to get
doctor license. This law was set up many
years before but now with Nepal medical
council this has become successful. Also
sending doc to rural area doesn't solve
the problem but all the requirement for
medical service also have to be
fulfilled. Still we get to read the news
that people in the rural area are dying
due to lack of proper medical treatment.
As there are many such areas where there
are health camps and hospitals but what
remains is lack of doctors. For
development in health sector those who
have occupied superior post in health
sector should allocate
highest budget for district hospitals
too. Final year student from all the
medical college should compulsory be
posted in the rural areas. If this trend
is adapted soon the health sector will
be better.
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I
had never seen Forest Gump before last
night. I did catch a glimpse or two, but
never watched the whole movie. It was on
TV and, I was very motivated to watch
it... and I have to say, “I loved it”...
it’s very simple yet so overwhelming...
maybe, because a lot of things in the
last couple of months have not gone so
dandy in my life … but there is so much
hope… I remember my mom talking to me
about hope when I was in high school.
One of our relatives had not managed
their money well and had problems even
putting food on their plates… she'd
explained to me that hope was the only
thing keeping them alive… otherwise what
was the point of living… “Hope is a
walking dream”, it truly is, the only
difference is that you hope with your
eyes open. I do not know what life holds
for me in the future, and totally
unknown about my so-called “destiny”…
Like Forest wonders what his destiny
was, I do that all the time… “I don't
know if we each have our own destiny, or
if we're all just floating' around
accidental-like on a breeze. I think its
a bit of both, but may be we try too
hard at times.… to figure things out.
I’ve been trying to figure out why
things don’t go the way you plan them
to. I've always said, “You don’t fall in
love with someone instantly it is just
infatuation, that love grows on you,”
but along the way I seem to take things
for granted it is ironic how we learn
our lesson’s from things that we never
want to happen. I have definitely
changed, and learned that I am getting
better about moving on easier... It is
definitely hard to move on when you tend
to remember things, like the clothes the
people were wearing when you first met
them Things you talked about. Your gift
to your ex-girl friend on valentines
day, these are a few examples of what
you thought in the past. It’s crazy, How
I wish, I could remember the things I
read. “You know it's funny what a young
man recollects?’ Cause I don't remember
being' born. I don't recall what I got
for my first Christmas, and I don't know
when I went on my first outdoor picnic.
But I do remember the first time; I
heard the sweetest voice in the wide
world.” It’s an unexplainable
phenomenon; do you remember the things
you want to remember? Is your mind in a
different state for you to remember some
things and not others? I do not know the
answers to all this and no I’m not going
to start searching for it either. I’m
not sure if not remembering things is
good either. It would suck not to
remember the first time you feel in
love, for those of us who do believe
that one could fall in love more than
once. First time you had your heart
broken, or your first high school crush…
I really do believe that you grow as
human being with each of these unique
experiences. Forest was told to run,
because that is what he did best every
time he ran away from something he made
sure he ran back to the things, people
and places that were important to him.
We over analyze our life way too much,
we hardly forgive, and we hold grudges
to our grave. Forest on the other hand
is what every man should strive to be.
We all realize he wasn’t the smartest
person in the world, but he had passion,
diligence, and he could love
unconditionally. It didn’t matter if he
was loved back, betrayed, or people were
not grateful for what he had done, but
he always did the right thing… the right
thing to him. And at the end it worked
out Forest, Jenny was his at last, not
for very long, but he cherished every
moment he spent with her. “Why don't you
love me, Jenny? I'm not a smart man, but
I know what love is”. We don’t need to
be smart to realize what love is and
more importantly how to love. More
importantly how to always be there for
the other person when that person has
never been there for you. How to keep
your promise’s long after you have made
them and how to stand up for things you
believe in, even in the most difficult
of circumstances. People probably find
me a little on the loose side just,
because the fact that, I am comparing
Forest Gump with “real life situations”.
I guess you could say.” I am just a
dreamer who does a lot of hoping, who
always wanted to figure out what he was
destined for”. Who always looked back in
life and saw all the mistakes he'd made,
but never did do a whole lot to not make
those mistakes again.
Can a movie really change a person? Can
something be so fictional be so real and
mesmerizing that one looks back at
his/her life and wonders WOW change is
necessary? I have not just changed in a
day, because I watched Forest Gump on a
Sunday night. It has been a process for
a month and a half. Forest made me want
to run towards whom, I really want to be
and, I am going to try my best to do
that. Thanks Forest and Jenny’s always
loved you she just did not know how to
express it, and yeah she was always your
girl.
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